curious and avoidant in almost equal measure
too soft to live, too silly to die
i know you are but what am i
amateur professional dabbler. arts and crafts. whole-assed half-assed beginner coding. video games. music and singing. pondering and ruminating. wanting, yearning, desiring. doing, but less so. worrying especially.
old internet back. less awareness, cognitively. more awareness, heartfully. to make imperfect things and forgive myself. exploration and play. learning and creating. if i can bear it